Hi All,
Its being a while since I have posted anything its always like this but anyways I am really sad very sad today but where in I should actually be happy. I resigned from my post in my current company which gave me so much but then you guys might be thinking then why did I resign sometimes i wonder myself why did I but then i say myself I was going no where from here as things took a massive change, directions changed and the wind started blowing very fast taking me back to where I had started from again to reach my destination, after so much of hard work, dedication to reach my goal I am finding myself again standing at the same position where I had planned everything 10 months back before joining this company and moving to Mumbai.
My CEO who always believed in me so much and the person whom I respected the most in my organization and who also plays a very important role in my life for inspiring me when it comes to work, I disappointed him by giving him this news, he is really very much disappointed and for sure a bit angry on me as I took this decision. I had no other choice I had lost all my motivation to work here, it was effecting my performance on daily basis, one of the guy from the Dubai office is playing hell lot of politics, I did try to bring it to notice but it seems I have been taken in a negative way. Its better that I stop saying anything about anyone which I havent though till now but I just told few things which were not going right but I am sure I have being taken in a wrong way but this is how the life goes it seems.
Life is really tough when you try to be honest way too much honest but I did learn a very big thing from my CEO today which would surely help me a lot in future thanks to him. I am going to miss my work place, my friends there,life in new company is not going to be easy the work pressure would be very high, with a hell lot of expectations its again a new start completely new team I dont know how its going to be, new test everyday new exams everyday handling the pressure. The most wurst part being that I would be missing my Bro and sis with whom I have had chance to spend so much of time and we had our moments to share, although I never liked Mumbai but still I will miss Mumbai.
I wont be able to visit my parents now on every weekend now, lifes gonna take a new way now and I dont know what to do in next 8 months, I wrote next 3 months are very important for me well it has started, sometimes I wonder why cant I be happy when the situation is good why do I think so much why do I care so much why am I so honest cant I be cruel cant I cheat people i dont why cant I do this, being honest doing things which I like but still nothing makes me happy when I want to be happy.
I just hope that someday things will be in my hand and I am able to move forward from this step, its truly said by the champions, for one particular moment just to get there you sacrifise a lot, go through a lot of pain, see a lot of things, hear a lot of things, miss a lot of things but only to get that one moment in your life the moment which makes you forget all the pain, all the sorrow,all the things you missed out on and gives you the happiness that nothing else could have ever given you.
All I know is that I need to work hard may be a lot more than I did, not to get attached way too much towards work try to relax a bit when the time comes, not to be way too honest be honest when needed. A lot of things to learn after stepping out of this organization. Life is tough.
Never Give up on your Dreams,
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
My Dream - Childhood
Hi,
Its been after a very long time that I am actually going to post something on my own blog this is really funny I had opened this blog around 8 months back thinking that I will post a lot of my thaughts but then I dont know why havent I done that I have had a lot of things going in my mind a lot of things I tried to do but eventually nothing went according to what I had planned I guess that is what is called LIFE. Life is the best teacher in your life it is life which teaches you the most. Let me start out by telling how did racing actually got in my mind, its not only about racing in my life but it is racing that brings a meaning to my life and gives me a chance to experience all the things that is there.
I was very young when I used to get fascinated seeing Local Buses and video coach buses I used to wait for hours in the night to watch a video coach bus just to see the TV inside the Bus.Then I used to play for hours alone in my garden with a brick which used to be a car and I used to draw a lap on the mud and used to play with that brick for hours and hours, I still didnt knew that this is how it actually happens in racing that the race cars have to actually complete a lap. It was due to my elder brother that I started watching F1 when I was 11 and kept on following it until it really started getting into my mind. I used to dream a lot about racing that someday I will drive an F1 car but that time practically it was not possible so I used only dream for Fun which I used enjoy a lot. I have been day dreamer since my childhood, have taken a lot of scoldings because of dreaming all the time, I never had big bunch of friends although the few that I had rarely I used to play with them because most of the time I used to be busy either playing in my garden in the mud or some other garden in the mud with the brick or the rest of the time playing cricket or playing with a plate kept on my bed with my slippers kept upside down which I used to use it as brake acceleration and clutch so in total 3 slippers and a stick which I used to use it as a gear.
I always had this thing going in my mind from my childhood of not living a normal life the way I had seen people living including my own parents not living normal doesn't mean living a celebrity life but rather to do something out of this life do something that people will remember me do something that something good will come out of it for myself for others to the whole world which is what actually kept me away from getting involved with other activities like going behind girls, hanging out with friends which I did for sure but not on a regular basis, it was not until I was 13 I actually started talking with lot more people. My childhood was awesome for me it gave me all I ever wanted in every way, I still remember catching a gold fish near my house when it had rained in the pot hole water, I had kept that fish for few days but it died later, I still remember catching butterflies for hours running behind them. Going in big gardens and stealing small plants from there, it was awesome. Wait for my next post on childhood. The best part of everyones lives not everyones actually lucky ones like us who are luck enough to have a proper childhood are the best days of our lives.
Many Thanks,
Signing Off,
Alok B Iyengar
Its been after a very long time that I am actually going to post something on my own blog this is really funny I had opened this blog around 8 months back thinking that I will post a lot of my thaughts but then I dont know why havent I done that I have had a lot of things going in my mind a lot of things I tried to do but eventually nothing went according to what I had planned I guess that is what is called LIFE. Life is the best teacher in your life it is life which teaches you the most. Let me start out by telling how did racing actually got in my mind, its not only about racing in my life but it is racing that brings a meaning to my life and gives me a chance to experience all the things that is there.
I was very young when I used to get fascinated seeing Local Buses and video coach buses I used to wait for hours in the night to watch a video coach bus just to see the TV inside the Bus.Then I used to play for hours alone in my garden with a brick which used to be a car and I used to draw a lap on the mud and used to play with that brick for hours and hours, I still didnt knew that this is how it actually happens in racing that the race cars have to actually complete a lap. It was due to my elder brother that I started watching F1 when I was 11 and kept on following it until it really started getting into my mind. I used to dream a lot about racing that someday I will drive an F1 car but that time practically it was not possible so I used only dream for Fun which I used enjoy a lot. I have been day dreamer since my childhood, have taken a lot of scoldings because of dreaming all the time, I never had big bunch of friends although the few that I had rarely I used to play with them because most of the time I used to be busy either playing in my garden in the mud or some other garden in the mud with the brick or the rest of the time playing cricket or playing with a plate kept on my bed with my slippers kept upside down which I used to use it as brake acceleration and clutch so in total 3 slippers and a stick which I used to use it as a gear.
I always had this thing going in my mind from my childhood of not living a normal life the way I had seen people living including my own parents not living normal doesn't mean living a celebrity life but rather to do something out of this life do something that people will remember me do something that something good will come out of it for myself for others to the whole world which is what actually kept me away from getting involved with other activities like going behind girls, hanging out with friends which I did for sure but not on a regular basis, it was not until I was 13 I actually started talking with lot more people. My childhood was awesome for me it gave me all I ever wanted in every way, I still remember catching a gold fish near my house when it had rained in the pot hole water, I had kept that fish for few days but it died later, I still remember catching butterflies for hours running behind them. Going in big gardens and stealing small plants from there, it was awesome. Wait for my next post on childhood. The best part of everyones lives not everyones actually lucky ones like us who are luck enough to have a proper childhood are the best days of our lives.
Many Thanks,
Signing Off,
Alok B Iyengar
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Hi All,
Iam Alok from India. My Dream is to be a F1 Champion some day. I have already taken the most important step in my life that is chasing my dream. I started chasing towards my dream about 4 years back and now have learn lot about life and its difficulties. But its been said truly that the one who has passion desire towards his dream can achieve anything in his life. I will be posting here all my experiences from how did i start racing and past all my experiences people who would like to love this I would be really glad and people who feel this is bull shit and Iam wasting my time can surely go ahead and post their views which is totally appreciated. Only few things to say people who would criticize please do not use bad or illegal words you can criticize as much as you want but using normal words. Apart from this I would also like you all to post in your comments about your dreams and your efforts towards your dream.
*** Dreams are meant to come true if you work towards it****
Thanks a lot,
Alok
Iam Alok from India. My Dream is to be a F1 Champion some day. I have already taken the most important step in my life that is chasing my dream. I started chasing towards my dream about 4 years back and now have learn lot about life and its difficulties. But its been said truly that the one who has passion desire towards his dream can achieve anything in his life. I will be posting here all my experiences from how did i start racing and past all my experiences people who would like to love this I would be really glad and people who feel this is bull shit and Iam wasting my time can surely go ahead and post their views which is totally appreciated. Only few things to say people who would criticize please do not use bad or illegal words you can criticize as much as you want but using normal words. Apart from this I would also like you all to post in your comments about your dreams and your efforts towards your dream.
*** Dreams are meant to come true if you work towards it****
Thanks a lot,
Alok
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